02/03/2013 – 7:20AM
We're still on vacation and I did
not wake up to a good start. Had about three hours of sleep and my body hurts from
all the swimming we did the night before. I'm not feeling well and because of
that, I'm grumpy. But it's not bound to last long. I'm trying to eat my way to
a better mood. Thankfully, the morning coffee and cigarette helped a little.
Despite the booze and lack of sleep though, everyone else is perky and doing a
lot better that I am. It seems I'm no longer the hard partier that I used to
be. Good for me. Or maybe it's a fluke..
The booze didn't do anything for
me and I'm used to the absence of sleep. I'm guessing the cantankerous disposition
this morning is caused mainly by my frustrations pecking at me. My mind is
still a clutter of worries and thoughts about my bleak future. Let's just say
it's hard to be optimistic in the morning. Something about the sun rising from
the horizon makes me think that the new start I've been hoping for may be a
joke. All this waiting has turned me cynical.
For right now I will drown my
worries in the pool, while we still have time. Try to tire myself out 'till I
can't move, let alone drive myself to insanity by my thoughts. Aching muscles
should be a great distraction or at least I hope it is..
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