I Miss Me..

Supposed Post Date: 01-24-13

I was up late at night and caught a friend online by chance. Mike and I have known each other for years and he can read me like a book. We have the same wave length and we like the same things. If he wasn't gay we'd probably have dated at some point. We both needed time to catch up and get a break from our humdrum lives, and since he wanted my connections to set up a party, we opted to meet the following night.

So we talked about anything under the sun. We haven't really been in touch for a while and haven't really acknowledged the changes that have been happening for the past year. Taking the time to stop, step back and look at your life makes one realize the changes that you didn't bother to notice in yourself.

We used to be care-free, drinking every night, partying all day and living for the moment. Those days have long gone. Now we occupy ourselves with work and responsibilities. Bothered with relationships and giving that we forget about ourselves in the process. We obsess about the future and the things we ought to have accomplished. We changed and we missed the people we were. We needed a break.

So we grabbed a bottle and tried to relive the old days even for just one night. It was nice but at the back of our minds we know that it's not gonna last. We still had to go back to our semi-boring reality. We tried to talk things out and help each other got through whatever it was that we were facing. I know it's not a lot but knowing that someone else is going through what you are is reassuring. Having that someone be a friend is a one in a million shot that can never be comprehensible. We're still lucky. We can't complain because it's really never as bad as we make it to be and to top it of, we have each other.. We'll be fine, we hope..